I am the WLDKATZ

[WLDKATZ]

Hello I am WLDKATZ, name Pamm.....hard headed, open hearted,loud mouthed, over opinionated, dont take crap from no one, and give back a whole lot more, I am currently 644+ days clean and sober and over 6 years since I touched booze. It is cool for some I am just not one of em.... I am in a Happily Committed relationship ( most of the time I think I should be committed he deserves so much better), the proud owner of 3 dogs ( Baby Girl, Quizzy and Cocoa) 7 cats ( Spitfire just had 6 kittens).....I am a double PK( preachers kid), I am my own sort......I am a loyal friend who will fight to the end, but if I get screwed over I will cut you down harder than He!!..........and after all the threats and such.......I am a softy, I love hard and ferious, it is the taurus in me....get to know me is eaither to love or hate me......hopefully it will be to love me.....I am just a spoiled princess who has BLPD and so I sort of am trying to grow out of the it is my way or the highway mode of thought........I hope to get to know more of you soon!!! Pamm

[Coffeebreath]

Hey Pam, thanks for the blurb and congatulations on the kittens - boy you got yourself a handful with all of those animals! Stay :cool:

[WLDKATZ]

I worked for the Humaine society for almost 15 years I love animals more than most ppl on some days and thanks


pamm

[Rusty Zipper]

(03-25-2009 10:31 PM)WLDKATZ Wrote:  hard headed, open hearted,loud mouthed, over opinionated, dont take crap from no one, and give back a whole lot more,
I am just a spoiled princess

humble too!

[NorwalkPhil]

(03-25-2009 10:31 PM)WLDKATZ Wrote:  hard headed, open hearted,loud mouthed, over opinionated, dont take crap from no one, and give back a whole lot more,
I am just a spoiled princess

Sounds like you're in the right place.

Welcome to the family, WLDKATZ!!!

[WLDKATZ]

Thanks,
I am today just two months shy actually now that I think on it a month and some change short of two years clean of coke........took me for one hell of a "joy"(feel the sarcasm) ride......it has been the hardest thing I have ever did, gave up drinking a long time ago never really had a problem with it got really drunk ended up with alcohol posioning and learned a lesson, but with me the coke it was one hell of a rough ride, the acid about killed me the speed I loeved but that was a short lived one used for about 2 years but coke, man that gave me all I ever wanted then some.......I have BPD, Boarderline personality disorder, among other things......they call it the princess sickness........please dont try telling me I am wron I will have to have the last word...........lol
I have grown up so much since I got clean, first reason I got clean found out I was pregnant....A little boy I lost at 21 weeks his name was Eddy, after his Daddy.......ask anyone who knew me I did no drugs after June 11, 2007.........
I look back at losing my girls this month ( Edward and I just lost twin girls- stillborn on the 5th of this month) and I am so proud of the way I have grown............I wanted to rush right out and start using again........but then all of the medical problems that had started still needs finishing and all of the reasons I had for wanting to use had me wanting not to use so with the loving support of my Edward, he has this way of wrapping me up in his arms heart and love and protecting me from everything and every one, as well as family friends old and new I was allowed to be me without hurting me without needing to use to bad and allowing the world to bounce off my shoulders so to speak.....
Unk........you have been such a god send to me........you help him keep me wrapped up in my world and fighting to stay strong............Thank You
many things have kept me down over the years, mainly me, I just love these new wings that I am learning to fly with.....they are so cool.......
probally doesnt make much sense to ppl.......sorry you will get to know me hopefully soon without the aid of pain pills.......I will be glad after all of the court stuff and surgeries and health stuff is outta the way.........I want my LIFE back ok maybe not back I wanna keep working on finding out where this life of mine is leading me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Love and Hugs,
Pamm

[NorwalkPhil]

Thanks for sharing and I'm glad you're here!

[Butterfly Woman]

HI Pam

So good to see you here
Welcome

[scaredykat]

Hi Pamm. Good to see ya on here.

[yukonm]

Hi Pamm,
Thank you for sharing. I am glad you are here, please continue to come back.